I know it's getting near the Celtic New Year, when I start having vivid dreams of my parents. I had such a wonderful visit with them. In my dreams, I went to visit them in Florida. They lived in a modest, suburban style house. The visit was mostly with my mother, who was beautiful, but wasting. She said she was living with lung cancer, and had 6 months to live. Jess was there too, and was so happy to see his grandmother. She was so happy to see him. Jess was about 10. I said to my Dad, who was living happily with my mother that we could move down to Florida. He didn't really like the idea. I went to the basement, and there was a studio apartment, but a woman with a bouffant hairdo was living there..but she was sort of transparent, not as vivid as Phil and Terry. Who was she? Was she a part of Beverly? Was she my Aunt Gini? She seemed like she was living there only partially, perhaps in a parallel universe.. I told Jess I would have to pursuade Grandpa to let us come stay. It was so beautiful to see them, since they're so gone..They were in their thirties or forties, and looked vibrant..alive..My mother is gone almost 30 years..My sister sent a picture of them playing makeup sillyness..I think my sis had made Mom up to look like a clown..they loved each other so much..Mutt and Jeff..
