I truly don't understand why I can still feel heartache at my age. I'm post puppy love, have been married and divorced, have raised a child, have had boyfriends, . . I found an old boyfriend who had been a major heartbreak in my twenties, apologized to him for my bad behavior, found out that he was on the latest of four bad marriages, but wants to make a go of it , but now instead of just retaining a distance, i've gone all romantic.. what a bitch. it's very ego killing to have a bad love affair late in life. when you're young, you figure you'll learn from your mistakes., but to let my guard down this late in life just makes me sick at myself, makes me feel like a fool...like Marvin Gaye once wrote
One more heartache baby, I can't take it now. my heart is carrying such a heavy load, one more ache could break it. just like the camel with the heavy pack one last straw broke the camels back . One more heartache, I can't take it now
One more heartache it would turn me right around. First you build my hopes up, then you let me down. Like a house that's built with toothpicks sittin up on a kitchen table, one last toothpick tore it down, the foundation was not able Oh, one more, one more heartache, I can't take it now., .
